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Monday 14 October 2013

Journey from Science to Journalism

Year- 2010 Place- DU: This was the year somewhere around in mid August I was settled down in my college life sitting on the stairs waiting for my friends. Everything was perfect unplanned but yes i thought it was perfect. We all planned to bunk our philosophy lecture. While waiting I started thinking of my future. All sort of questions were startling my mind. "what am i gonna do?" "Is this what destiny planned for me?" "Am i doing enough hard work to achieve any thing",for few this might sound stupid but common i was a science student, I didn't get good marks but at least 74% was not that bad haina? "do i really deserve to be here?"(I am not putting question on the education structure of DU but that Day i realized it was not my cup coffee). I was not the star kid but I knew I had that spark and I couldn't waste that spark.

I just left that college I never looked back (I am happy I didn't).I was sure that I won't be going back but had no clue about the future.I asked myself "what's next jasi?"and then i thought of going for a professional course and started taking entrance exam classes and of course destiny has planned something for me and it was picture perfect i guess :D
 My sir suggested me to fill IP university BJ(MC) form

Year 2013 Place- MBICEM: I am proud BJ(MC) student. My future is planned, my thoughts are processed, my life is still and my ambitions are ready. People do ask me what inspired me to do out of the box thing I  just smile and say it was my destiny which took one year long time to come to me.
Why I don't give second thought to this course... Common I don't have time to think all this stuff I am quite busy in discovering new things. people and my capabilities.
And a place where you can discover yourself you shouldn't give second thought for that place... haina? :)

Sunday 13 October 2013

Another day of struggle

since the day I stepped into my college life one thing was clear that i will be very serious for my studies although that seriousness soon faded  away with the beginning of the process called friendship (i don't regret that at all). First semester was some how very struggling, i hardly had any idea what i wanted to do and nobody was there for me to guide(actually nobody had anyone we all were newcomers) things settled down and i got ample of good friends. This is how second semester passed out in masti, fun, ladhai, pyar tension yeah the most important assignments( i am not considering exams, our assignments are much tougher then our exams... we all know that )
 Here comes first job of my life... VEER ARJUN was the newspaper where i did my internship it may sound common but for me it was first experience that was out from friend zone it.I did lot of struggle from getting internship till completing it not even a single day was easy.
I thought maybe after internship everything will be alright. It had to be i was back with my friends  no more struggles no more worries but it was something i thought but it didn't turnout. Third semester was as tough as my first semester it was maybe because the serious mode was back or maybe because i was looking around, that look was no common, i was looking for opportunities, (it was not me alone me and aashi my friend as well) we were looking for things beyond studies, marks, masti etc etc... every time we tried our hands in something we failed... every trial turned out to be failure. I thank her and my other her  for being there with me in my low points(and u better say thanku to me as well ashi) yeah from third semester till now we both are struggling. I am not mentioning any of great chances we had (hahaha... maybe we didn't have one till now) :D
Jokes apart... There was a reason behind this post. few days back we were thinking of how we struggling for everything. When i say everything i really mean it. From getting up in the morning till begging for sleep. From reaching on time in 1st lecture till waiting for attendance... everything is so hard to complete (it may sound idiotic but its true at least for me). Every single day we all are struggling whether its getting that empty seat in crowded metro (it is a victory in its own, i can feel that happiness :D).
 From getting into college E-magazine till First Frame 2013 we did struggle. through this post people might think how saddened i am with my situation but actually i am  just opposite of it. I am happy being a struggler..  we are happy actually because the success we find after our struggle is something beyond reach without this struggle...
 Happy to be called as struggler :D